Clouds in My Coffee

Well...It's Monday!

You know, I usually try not to gripe and complain when I come to my journal to write but sometimes a girl just can't help it. I am having a terrible day. Why is it that I have to keep telling myself that I am doing the right thing by going to school to get my education and holding down a full-time job, yet my husband continues to criticize me, gripe at me, and complain that I don't cook and clean and whatever else he sees fit to gripe about it. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He was mad because I kept going over my minutes on my cell phone, so I had the plan changed. Then he got mad because I was using too many megabytes on the phone to check my e-mail, so I had the plan changed and quit using it as much. Now he is mad because I got a letter in the mail stating that I have to re-pay my student loans because I graduated in May...well I don't have to...I just have to prove that I am still in school. No big deal! He griped because I slept until 3:00 yesterday afternoon...but I had worked from midnight until 8:00 a.m. When was I supposed to sleep? He gripes because he does all the laundry and the cooking and the cleaning. Well, we made an agreement that he would take over all that when I started back to school. Am I suppsed to quit school?!?!?!?!? Is it too much to ask to come in from a long day and just ask how each other's day was and spend some good quality time together without griping and carrying on? I don't think it is, but I could be wrong...

Maybe I am just stressed, but it seems as though he is constantly picking me apart. I don't know how much more of this I can take. I am sorry to have unloaded on you all like this, but I just needed to get it off my chest. Anway...I hope you're having a great day.

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